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Siap jua akhirnya..... 9/12/15












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Meroyan?

Ye... Kalo akuc counting 3 bulan yg aku semakin berkurangan.... Aku mmg bleh meroyan...

Aku nak gile dh hntr resume sane sini...

Ya Allah... Dahsyatnye dugaan dan ujian untukku ini....

Ya Allah.....


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Tips terjatuh sewaktu mengandung

Jika anda terjatuh semasa mengandung, ade 3 perkara penting yang anda kena pastikan:

1. Make sure takde pendarahan.

2. Pastikan baby ade buat pegerakan.

3. Perut anda ok... Takde sakit yg berterusan...

Klo ade salah satu drpd 3 tanda di atas, sila ke klinik sesegara mungkin untuk elakkan perkara yg tidak diingini.

Sekian :)


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2nd time menate

Hari tu dating berdua je.... Kali ni bawa anak2 sekali mase cuti deepavali...

Layan ribs je without wagyu...

Tp mmg sgt sedap woooooooooooooooo....












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16112015 - welcome my 2nd hero

Full story....





Page iemanisarah ye :)

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Who is the strong man and women?

Ask my SM to me...

And he answer... The one who force themselves to stand up even though they keep on falling.....

*******
Could i be that strong hj? Ermmm.....

If only u knew... How hurt i am...

Because am also.... Just realised that i'm VERY hurt!

Thought its already gone.... But just realised the hurt feeling still there and might always be there....

Cant let it go...

Watched myself how the process go, really break my heart.... Know that my work... My effort... never been appreciated....

Eventhough it was the best for myself never thought for others it just normal things....

"Jangan menharapkn balasan"... Easy to understand, hard to accept...

What i did last year has the same par with what i do this year.... What the xxx??!!!!

Redha... The best word! I try.... But very hard...

Its really really really tearing my heart... Now and forever... Will always be there.... Even worse than my first memory....


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Menate @ setapak

Wagyu back ribs...


Roast lamb ribs...


Roast beef ribs...

Sgt sedap....!!! Xperlu sos.... Cara masakan pun dh sedap.... *thumbs up*

Restorannye disini..










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Bila anak2 tiada disisi

Masalah paling besar bile tiada seorang pun anak disisi selain drpd kebosanan dan kesunyian adalah...........

Ermm....

Time tidur....

Ermmmmmmm

Tiada yg benar selain yg benar... Rasa pelik, janggal, lain, mcm sesuatu yg tidak kena... Ermmm....

13/9/2015


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Location:Jalan Kampung Baharu-Kemasik,Kertih,Malaysia

280715- cabaran dan dugaan berterusan

Unexpected email received early in the morning!

Harapan hancur berderai...

But instead of rase sedih... More like "feel-so-looser"....

Received call from my GM - terharu~~~ "belum rezeki lagi ain"

Somehow... There was no tears at that moment...

Then, My immediate superior panggil masuk bilik - mase tula air mate berlinangan wlpn cube utk dictrl..... Could not help it....

Msg en suami... Kebetulan en suami ade meetg kat kertih... (See.. Cantik sungguh susunan Allah... Dikala harapanku hancur, en suami ade disisi...)

Declaring myself... "Demotivated for one week"

Di rumah.... We have no word to comfort each other... Just normal conversation... Gelak ketawa... Gurau dgn anak2... We could only facing each other and smile... Turn to the kids, then faced each other again and smile.... Masing2 tau harapan masing2 kecundang...

Yakin pd hikmah Allah~~

Teruskan usaha~~~

Kecelaruan yg melanda diri sendiri~~


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Lovely, its back!

My appetite is back!

Hahahah...

Alhamdulillah ia kembali sempena raya yg mulia ini.... :) :)

Tp permasalahan disini adalah..

Keseimbangan atr seleraku yg memuncak2... Juga level gula didlm badanku... Huhuhhh...

Semoga kami berdua sihat walafiat.........

Aminnnn


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Mlm raya - 160715

Alhamdulillah... Syukurku pada Allah kerana memberikan kutenaga dan kudrat utk berpuasa penuh dan bersolat terawih pd tahun 1436 ini....

Wlpn bbrp dugaan ketika pembawakan ni... Muntah xpg, muntah petang.. Xmuntah ptg, muntah pg.... Alhamdulillah.... Syukur sgt....

Kutidak pasti samada tahun ni lebih baik drpd tahun lps, harap Allah masih menerima sgl ibadahku yg diusahakan seikhlas dan sebaik mungkin...

Semoga berjumpe lagi di ramadhan akan dtg jika dipanjangkan umur.... Dan smiga ramadhan akan dtg akan jd lebih baik dr tahun ini... InshaAllah...

Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin... Ikhlas dr Nurul Ain :)


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Sugar level - 16/7/2015

Td dh buat sugar level lepas 12 jam bpuasa.... 5.1

Alhamdulillah.... :)

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Touching... Terharu... Rs nk nangis

En suami hadiahkan......



Sempena raya? Ntahla... Xtahu... Tp saya sgt terharuu....

Rase nak nangis..... Dah lame xdpt surprise gini..............

Rase nak peluk die skrg gak.....

Tp dikejauhan plak.... Hihihii....

120715 - lg 5 hr nak raye....

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Politik malaysia kritikal - julai 2015

Saya bukan peminat politik

Saya mmg xsuke amek tahu psl politik negara

Bg saya, setiap pemimpin ada yg betul ada yg salah tindakan mereka itu... Dan sgl yg dibuat biasanya bersebab... Sbb utk diri sendiri? Sbb mbuat keputusan ikut keadaan pd ms itu? Sbb utk rakyat? Itu sy tidak tahu...

Mungkin juga pengaruh tv, setiap cerita politik yg ditonton, semua negara ada politik jahatnya, dan bile politik jahat berleluasa, semua mereka akan cuba dan mereka akan seboleh2nye manipulasi segala info yg ade..... Fakta sahih pun bleh dibelit2kan...

Sbb itu sy xsuke amek tahu psl politik....

Apa yg saya tahu, sy hanya mampu berdoa spy Allah selamatkan negara Malaysia ini...

Kekalkan keamanan dan kedamaian Malaysia...

Kembalikanlah kestabilan ekonomi Malaysia....

Jika pemimpin itu salah tindakannya, biarlah mereka diberi petunjuk sebetulnya...

Betulkanlah hati mereka utk berjuang demi rakyat..

Sesungguhnya bertanggungjawablah dan juga amanahla pd rakyat yg telah mengundi mereka....


Dari seorang rakyat biasa yg bosan dan penat tgok drama politik yg mengakibatkan ekonomi negara terjejas.......

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Dagumu mjadi sejarah...

Gambar ni ms 24hb...




Gambar ni pd 27hb april...

Alhamdulillah.. Semua selamat...

Semoga mjadi kenangan juge lesson learnt...

Klo sarah xsehat, xyahla g sekolah.. Sesungguhnye die mudah pitam... Huhuhuhuu

Jahitan dibuka ditemani atuk n uwan :)


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240415- sarah and parent are on the way...

Yeaayy!!! My sarah is on the waaayy!!!!!

Terima kasih makpak..... Bawakan sarahku ke kertih......

Love you guys so much!!!!


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20/4/2015

It really breaks my heart when i cannot be with you now!

I'm crying like crazy.... *cryingoutloud*

Mase 4thn, awak terbelah bibir ibu yg bw awak g klinik...

Mase 6thn, awak pitam kat sekolah, ibu jugak yg sambut awak dan amek cuti terus...

Today, and maybe this week... I couldnot see you baby... I feel like i'm the useless mom :(

Atuk dgn uwan yg hntr awak g klinik.... Atuk kate awak kena 4 ke 5 jahitan.... *crying*

Ayah dh report yg awak demam mlm td.... Lps mkn ubat dlm kul 3, awak dh sehat pg td...

Tp mase balik dgn atuk td, tgh jalan.... Awak pitam kot.... Jatuh... Dan dagu terbelah *cryinggggg*



She is trying to be strong girl... I know (reply ysing uwan's phone)...



But the problem is... I cannot be strong from here.... I'm just so depressed now....

If i can be with her, i know that i'll be strong to comfort her.. To hug her... To make sure she have her rest...

But now we could only communicate through gadget...

I cannot hug her... Comfort her.. And possibility that she will not come here this week makes me harder to be strong....

:( :( :(

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Saya xnak hatiku terjatuh lagi
Saya xnak emosi berguling tak tentu arah lagi
Saya xnak jd manusia yg tamak
Saya xnak jd manusia yg xreti bersyukur.....

Tapi hatiku dihiris lagi sekali

Luka dan linangan jujur sentiasa ad a bile syaitan menghampiri...

Dejavu

Sabarla hatii...
Aku manusia biasaaa.....


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Location:Dejavu

#nowordtodescribehowhurtiam v2

My scarf and cardigan will always with her...

Mlm td "ibu.... Esok ptg sarah nak main xxxx(xingat)..." "Eh sarah dh balik bangi esok" "alaaaa... Nape skjap sgt....."

Ms nak balik td "kalau ayah nak tinggalkan sarah, sarah ok je.. Boleh duduk dgn ibu"

"Bestla gaduh dgn anis" betapa die rindukan adik2 die.... Teman bermain... Teman bergurau... Teman bergaduh....

"Bile nak cuti sekolah... Sarah nak dok dgn ibu" so i show her calendar for march :)

No dramas every time... But we know how we feel... I KNOW how she feel.... But i really no idea what to do...

If i let her school here because i want her to be with me.... I feel so selfish! She will keep skipping school everytime i have outstation... And it might effect her study...

If this current condition will prolong.... Somehow it will effect her emotion.... Her energy... Her focus.... ES too....

Perasaan BERSALAH sgt menggunung!

What i can do is pray for her happiness....

I dont do this for my happiness... All i know i try the best for my children.....

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#nowordtodescribehowhurtiam v1

Our first weekend (after being apart)....

"Sian sarah.. Kecik2 dh kena pisah dengan ibu"

"Nape sarah boleh dok kat kertih ni sehari je"

"Sarah peluk baju dengan tudung ibu sbb sarah rindu ibu"

Sayang ibu.... If only i have the power to do/arrange everything....

I have no words to comfort you other than say how much i love you...

Ok stop... No more cry...

Bye

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