Bad mom i am!

When you had to attain a meeting while your baby crying so hard at home- u felt so bad and that’s when the “ibu’s moment” triggered!

Thenn... there you are... a list of “if only” ☹️☹️

Thank you ayah for trying your best to calm her down!

Even its took you almost an hour and a half! And you have to drive for a while with all the kids...

Sorry aysha... it’s your meragam day plus your batuk2 day, and i’m not there to calm you down... u know how much i love you! If only....................

Test

Im back!!

Hurt!

When you really want a thing and people tell you that it is enough, and ask you to stop, it hurts!

When you really hurt but you cant show it, it become worse!

Even when i smile.... i laugh.... the hurt is still there.... It will buried inside.... until the end of my life.....

-i’m hurt-

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Konflik dalaman

Konflik berlaku bile ko semakin enjoy kerja ko.... tapi in the sametime ko jd serabut mcmm.... nape mcm byk to-do list yg x abes2 nii...... tapiiiii ko pk jugakk... klo xde bnd2 yg memeningkan ni, kerja ko agak bosannn.... tp mslhnyee.... ko serabutt nii... otak xtenang, hati xtenang... badan penat..... tapiii

At last kena gak ngaku ko suke je keje ko.. tapiiiiiii

*and the list repeating again...... ;p
*masalah manusia yg xpernah puas....
*syukurla ade keje yg bleh menjanakan otak drpd kena buat kerja rutin yg membosankan....
*okbai
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Lesson learned

27 sept 2017:

Ya allah.... bimbinglah aku dan suamiku spy dpt mendidik anak2 kami manjadi anak yg soleh, solehah, beriman dan bertakwa...

Jujur dalam pertuturan dan perbuatan...

Aminnnn


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Please remember!

I think one thing i need teach myself being an kuli cabuk is that...

You need to learn to adapt, that im just a kuli... anytime your project can be take from you... and your name will be no more in the org chart, buttttt anytime you will be ask to do the work.

Please remember nurul ain!


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Raya 2016

Raya menjelang sudah...

Tahun ni ramadhanku...:

- miss 1 terawih.. Yg lain alhamdulillah...
- puasa penuh... Alhamdulillah...
- ermmm kurang ngaji... Tp alhamdulillah khatam yg drpd sblm ni dan berjaya hafaz 2 surah lazim :)

Wlpn ade kekurangan... Tapi harap ibadah dari segi mjaga sahur dan berbuka familyku.... Jage anak kecikku juga diterima dr sebhgn ibadah utk tahun ni...

Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin :)



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