ble mimpi jd kenyataan.. Sudh tentu sesuatu yg amat membahagiakan.. Yela,sape yg tak bahgia ble ape yg kt mimpi,yg kt angan,akhirnye menjadi realiti... Ianya bgantung juge pd ape yg kt mimpi..kalo mimpi yg best, seronok aa...
Tapi,mcm mane plak kalo mimpi yg menyedihkan,menyakitkan.. Tentu bgun2 tdo je kt dh beristghfar,minta djauhkan...dan harap ianya hanyalah mimpi semata2...
Tu juge yg blaku pd diri aku, mmg 2-3 hari ni,aku mmg harap ia adlh mimpi semate2.. TAPI.. ble ianya berlaku jugak (urgh!!!).. Hanya pd Allah tmpt aku mengadu.. I have no words to say,no idea what to do...just keep myself silence for a while and thinking.. Muhasabah diri seketika.. Mayb i deserved to be THERE,mayb all this while i have done nothing at all..aku je yg syok sendri.. Like been said, i have to see this in positive side, i try, and i will try after this..
Lgpun ble pk2 balik,mcm aku xpernah jatuh je selama ni.. Byk kali gak sbnrnye..tp Alhamdulillah, i'm still survived.. Allah masih mbantuku.. Setiap tangga dlm khidupanku,mmg aku prnh jatuh.. byk kali sgt sgt.. Tp tula,syukur dgn ape yg aku dh ade skrg.. Dh ade keje as an 'E'.. Dgn company yg agak not bad.. Yg PALING PENTING.. dh ade FAMILY!! lovely husband, chubby daughter, siap dh nk ade 2nd child lg... :) :)
utk mimpi ni,aku akn pastikn it will never happen again. Not at all! Ya Allah,bantulah hambamu ini..berilah kekuatan kepadaku.. Aminnn!
mimpi hanyalah mainan tidur...kadang-kadang ia hanyalah gangguan dari para syaitan yang ingin mengganggu ketenteraman dan kebahagian anak Adam...jangan terlalu difikirkan..berdoalah kepadaNya supaya hidup kita berjalan seperti yang telah dirancangNya sejak azali...
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