now is 3/1/2014; 12.10 am... still not too late to wish Happy New Year.. 2014!
2013 has been a great year to me..myself and family.....
family... alhamdulillah be5 dgn gembira :) sehat walafiat... diberi rezeki utk jln2 dlm dan keluar negara :)
kerja.... there was a great memories to remember in 2013... however.. work is work.. org lain tgok mcm best.. kite yg lalu ni yg terase perit... but still work is work... :) buat sebaik mungkin... yg paling penting... kena ingat...
" kerja sebaik mungkin... rezeki di tangan Allah...."
walau mcm mane pun dugaan mendatang... ingat.. Allah ade!
ok..stop crite psl keje... luahan psl keje mmg xkan abes.. and it just will ruin my mood.. full stop. ;)
2014....
i could foresee too many challenges that i need to face this year!
say it.. family? work? life? everything... *tangan di dada.....sabarr...*
ES dh dpt offer g KL.. syukur alhamdulillahh... it is very great news! seriously! i'm very happy for him.. inshaAllah it is the best for his carrer.. buttt....
the thing is... i'll be alone here.. alone.. here....in kerteh.. with no nearest family here... *huhu* ok..not alone... with these 3 angels (that's the best part :))... i just can't live without them.. and we don't want them to live separately... no!
(bukan aku xcari.... cari..ok..mebi lewat sket (hihiii... :p).. tp still cari position di KL.. tapi.. yilek... nehi... nill... *sobsob*)
so.. dgn segala kekuatan yg Allah berikan... i take the challenges! my parents.. my in-law... my luvly kakak... "xpe ke sorg nnt? ok ke?" i have no answer for those questions... the only thing i can do is SMILE... :) :)
dgn sarah thn ni dh 6 tahun.. masuk pra-sekolah... anis still in little caliph (5 y) and ieman still rumah nenek.. 3 tmpt yg berbeza... 3 jadual (bangun,makan,blajar,tido,main) yg berbeza.. 3 personaliti yg berbeza... and as a mother... and the only parent (during weekdays).... I HAVE TO MAKE THEM HAPPY! can i do that? i'm not sure.......................
luckily, his boss request to postpone his transfer to 16 Jan instead of 1st Jan. so i still have another 14 days...
seriously... i have no idea how to manage my life..my angels..my works...
dgn wiken kami yg berlainan hari... aku jumaat sabtu.. ES sabtu ahad.. klo aku balik sane.. sabtu je dpt kumpul bersame.. tu pun ptg dh nak ken balik kerteh.. klo ES dtg sini... sabtu gak.. ahad aku dh keje..budak2 ni dh bersekolah semula... maka.......... huhuhuuhu..
as an employee that work 8-5 everyday... sunday to thursday.. can i make them happy? i dunno...
"hanya kepadaMu aku berserah... hanya kepadaMu aku mohon pertolongan..."
blum ditmbh cerite kerja lg...... fuuhhhh.. berpeluh rase nk masuk topik nih.... hihihii.. mmg xyah nk ckp aa dugaannye...
as i've mention in my prev entry.. (klo korg pernh bace aa).. aku syukur sgt yg aku dijadikan sbg insan yg bleh kekdg membuat hati kering.. ade org nmpk aku cooll.. ade org nmpk aku blur.. ade org nmpk aku bolayan... aku xkire... seriesly.. aku xsuke politik opis.. menyakitkan hati... so aku tetap akan meneruskan prinsip aku..
"buat je keje sebaik mungkin......niat kena betui.. family first!"
azam new year?
to be a better Muslimah...
terlalu byk kekurangan yg ade.... terlalu byk yg perlu diimprove... xtaula bile nyawa akan ditarik... tapi yg penting perlu teruskan usaha ke arah kebaikan.. inshaAllah :) :)
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