Ye, malam ini rumah saye tidak bersepah dengan permainan.... Saya dh kemas dn tetap terusun rapi slps bbrp jam... Tetapi sy bosan....
I have never leave alone in this house since i had my first baby which wAs 6 years ago.... Except for sometimes lunch time and ermm "ngulor" time 😁😁... But not ever during night time... Never in 6 years... There will always at least one of my babies will be with me....
But now... I'm all alonee....
Saya patut berasa bersyukur bukan? Sbb this is my-time. Tapiiii.... Perasaan spt hilang arah tuju serta objektif kehidupan...
(Selain objektif mendapat keredhaan ilahi... Ni adalah wajib ye)
Mcm rase Rutin harian berubah dlm sekelip mata...
Mcm rase "ok dh kemas, pastu?"
Mcm rase "ape lg nak buat ye?"
Saya dh lame tak ase perasaan hidup untuk diri sendiri....... Maka sy speti hilang arahh...
Tolongla cepat projek sy bejalan dgn jayanya....Spy sy tak rase spt dendanh perantau sgttt
#pray4kabelkusayang
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