My scarf and cardigan will always with her...
Mlm td "ibu.... Esok ptg sarah nak main xxxx(xingat)..." "Eh sarah dh balik bangi esok" "alaaaa... Nape skjap sgt....."
Ms nak balik td "kalau ayah nak tinggalkan sarah, sarah ok je.. Boleh duduk dgn ibu"
"Bestla gaduh dgn anis" betapa die rindukan adik2 die.... Teman bermain... Teman bergurau... Teman bergaduh....
"Bile nak cuti sekolah... Sarah nak dok dgn ibu" so i show her calendar for march :)
No dramas every time... But we know how we feel... I KNOW how she feel.... But i really no idea what to do...
If i let her school here because i want her to be with me.... I feel so selfish! She will keep skipping school everytime i have outstation... And it might effect her study...
If this current condition will prolong.... Somehow it will effect her emotion.... Her energy... Her focus.... ES too....
Perasaan BERSALAH sgt menggunung!
What i can do is pray for her happiness....
I dont do this for my happiness... All i know i try the best for my children.....
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Our first weekend (after being apart)....
"Sian sarah.. Kecik2 dh kena pisah dengan ibu"
"Nape sarah boleh dok kat kertih ni sehari je"
"Sarah peluk baju dengan tudung ibu sbb sarah rindu ibu"
Sayang ibu.... If only i have the power to do/arrange everything....
I have no words to comfort you other than say how much i love you...
Ok stop... No more cry...
Bye
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"Sian sarah.. Kecik2 dh kena pisah dengan ibu"
"Nape sarah boleh dok kat kertih ni sehari je"
"Sarah peluk baju dengan tudung ibu sbb sarah rindu ibu"
Sayang ibu.... If only i have the power to do/arrange everything....
I have no words to comfort you other than say how much i love you...
Ok stop... No more cry...
Bye
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Infoku: susu galur
Suku: paya kumboh
Tok hasan (yeh) - seperi
Uwan hasnah (sinah) - chembong
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Tok hasan (yeh) - seperi
Uwan hasnah (sinah) - chembong
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All that i need is only 1 day...
Alhamdulillah...
I got my 1 day (to be precise around 8hrs ;)) doing nothing!
Ok fine.. I did some housecore in the morning... But just for a while since i promise myself thay today is my rest day! My doing nothing day!
No work, a BIG no to work... Just watch tv... Lay in front of tv... Absolutely nothing.... (Except of course ibadah2).....
My princess have creative class today... My hero went to his nenek house... And i'm alone in the house... :) :) :)
And u know what? I gained my energy back! I gained my spirit back to perform compulsory things (at least in my have-to-do list)...
For a while... I feel that i lost it... Since i back from "cruising"... I felt like i have no absolute rest since came back... I keep on ungkit that i still have no rest...
And now, inshaAllah... I will be back to my original pace :)
I lost gear for about a month.... Thank you Allah for giving my spirit back :)
Hope this will keep on continue... (Maybe not so applicable to my work life... Since its keep on going like a sinuisodal wave ... ;p)
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I got my 1 day (to be precise around 8hrs ;)) doing nothing!
Ok fine.. I did some housecore in the morning... But just for a while since i promise myself thay today is my rest day! My doing nothing day!
No work, a BIG no to work... Just watch tv... Lay in front of tv... Absolutely nothing.... (Except of course ibadah2).....
My princess have creative class today... My hero went to his nenek house... And i'm alone in the house... :) :) :)
And u know what? I gained my energy back! I gained my spirit back to perform compulsory things (at least in my have-to-do list)...
For a while... I feel that i lost it... Since i back from "cruising"... I felt like i have no absolute rest since came back... I keep on ungkit that i still have no rest...
And now, inshaAllah... I will be back to my original pace :)
I lost gear for about a month.... Thank you Allah for giving my spirit back :)
Hope this will keep on continue... (Maybe not so applicable to my work life... Since its keep on going like a sinuisodal wave ... ;p)
121214:0148
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Dedicated special to...
My dearest Sarah Najlaa....
Next year we will be apart... Maybe jumpe 2hr semgu... Or worst sehari seminggu... Awak akan berada di bangi, adik2 awak akan bersama ibu di kertih...
Really hurt my heart...
But that was the best decision i need to take untuk kepentingan awak tau sarah...
Ibu terpaksa ambil keputusan ni sebab nak elak awak selalu kena ponteng sekolah...
Mungkin itula hikmah awak dapat prasekolah masa 2014... Macam mana awak terpaksa banyak ponteng sekolah sebab ikut ibu kehulu hilir... Banyak benda yang awak tertinggal... Awak kena re-sit exam sebab selalu tak datang sekolah... Dan result awak pun tak berapa jua, itu pun ibu rasa disebabkan kelas yang awak banyak tak datang...
Ibu minta maaf ye sayang...
Ibu tak dapat manjakan awak lg waktu tengah hari macam selalu... Tak dapat belanja hotdog/nuget/jelly kelapa.... Tak dapatkan suapkan awak....
Mungkin tahun depan awak akan lebih manja dengan atuk dan uwan.... Mungkin ibu yang akan jealous...
Tapi ibu terpaksa juga demi kebaikan awak...
Tadi ibu cuba cakap sendiri dengan awak (kalau awak ingat lagi la masa awak baca blog ni ;))... Tapi malangnya air mata yang lebih... Maka ibu tak dapat nak cerita panjang... Awak kata awak faham... Dan awak offer ibu tisu ;)
I'm gonna miss you darling... Seriously....
#pray4mytransfer
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Next year we will be apart... Maybe jumpe 2hr semgu... Or worst sehari seminggu... Awak akan berada di bangi, adik2 awak akan bersama ibu di kertih...
Really hurt my heart...
But that was the best decision i need to take untuk kepentingan awak tau sarah...
Ibu terpaksa ambil keputusan ni sebab nak elak awak selalu kena ponteng sekolah...
Mungkin itula hikmah awak dapat prasekolah masa 2014... Macam mana awak terpaksa banyak ponteng sekolah sebab ikut ibu kehulu hilir... Banyak benda yang awak tertinggal... Awak kena re-sit exam sebab selalu tak datang sekolah... Dan result awak pun tak berapa jua, itu pun ibu rasa disebabkan kelas yang awak banyak tak datang...
Ibu minta maaf ye sayang...
Ibu tak dapat manjakan awak lg waktu tengah hari macam selalu... Tak dapat belanja hotdog/nuget/jelly kelapa.... Tak dapatkan suapkan awak....
Mungkin tahun depan awak akan lebih manja dengan atuk dan uwan.... Mungkin ibu yang akan jealous...
Tapi ibu terpaksa juga demi kebaikan awak...
Tadi ibu cuba cakap sendiri dengan awak (kalau awak ingat lagi la masa awak baca blog ni ;))... Tapi malangnya air mata yang lebih... Maka ibu tak dapat nak cerita panjang... Awak kata awak faham... Dan awak offer ibu tisu ;)
I'm gonna miss you darling... Seriously....
#pray4mytransfer
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Salam Maal Hijrah - 1436
2nd public holiday i'm alone at kertih....
But goodnew is... Cable complet spooling..
Esok pg, test cable #pray4kabelkusayang
Harap2 semua bjalan lancar...........
Amiinnnnnn
24/10/2014
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But goodnew is... Cable complet spooling..
Esok pg, test cable #pray4kabelkusayang
Harap2 semua bjalan lancar...........
Amiinnnnnn
24/10/2014
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Happy diwali!211014
-Tapi nk nyanyi lagu Dendang Perantau......
-pada sape yg xtahu... Aku skrg tgh mode standby nak ke laut.. Uruskan keje #pray4kabelkusayang...
-am alone at kertih. Seriously, alone! And esok adelah public holiday... Deepavali!
-kwn aku tanye nape xbalik, memandangkan keje aku ni, mcm lg 2-3 bari kapal gerak...
-aku jwb...kalo aku balik.. Mmg aku xkan dh naik ke laut... Sbbnye...:
-nape aku nak naik laut gak? Lebih kpd kepuasan bekerja... Dan jugak nak dpt "UL" hahahaha.... Keje kabel ni adalah plg mcabar spjg kerjaya aku 8thn ni.... Sbb tu aku mmg nak tgok sgl bnd yg blaku kat kabelkusyg ni....
-2tahun ok! Aku ngadap segala dugaan yg tidak dijangka... Hanya Allah mengetahui segala2nya...
-tapi tula... Tabahla wahai hati... Fahamla wahai ES ku syg.. Terimalah kerjaya ibumu ni wahai anak2.... Restuilah setiap tindaktandukku wahai makpak ku...
-sedihnye hati ini bile dgr ayat2 syahdu anak2ku.... Tppppp... Aku kena jadi ibu yg cool.. Dorg xleh tau aku sedih, nangis.... Aku nk jd mcm emak.. Sgt tenang bile aku crite mslh2 aku pd mak... Tapii... Hati emak pd ms tu.. hanya Allah yg tahu...
Ya allah..... Permudahkanlah segala pemasangan dan ujian projek ku ini.... Bantulah aku untuk pastikan projek ini bjalan lancar dgn selamat.... Amiiinnnn
#pray4kabelkusayang
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-pada sape yg xtahu... Aku skrg tgh mode standby nak ke laut.. Uruskan keje #pray4kabelkusayang...
-am alone at kertih. Seriously, alone! And esok adelah public holiday... Deepavali!
-kwn aku tanye nape xbalik, memandangkan keje aku ni, mcm lg 2-3 bari kapal gerak...
-aku jwb...kalo aku balik.. Mmg aku xkan dh naik ke laut... Sbbnye...:
-nape aku nak naik laut gak? Lebih kpd kepuasan bekerja... Dan jugak nak dpt "UL" hahahaha.... Keje kabel ni adalah plg mcabar spjg kerjaya aku 8thn ni.... Sbb tu aku mmg nak tgok sgl bnd yg blaku kat kabelkusyg ni....
-2tahun ok! Aku ngadap segala dugaan yg tidak dijangka... Hanya Allah mengetahui segala2nya...
-tapi tula... Tabahla wahai hati... Fahamla wahai ES ku syg.. Terimalah kerjaya ibumu ni wahai anak2.... Restuilah setiap tindaktandukku wahai makpak ku...
-sedihnye hati ini bile dgr ayat2 syahdu anak2ku.... Tppppp... Aku kena jadi ibu yg cool.. Dorg xleh tau aku sedih, nangis.... Aku nk jd mcm emak.. Sgt tenang bile aku crite mslh2 aku pd mak... Tapii... Hati emak pd ms tu.. hanya Allah yg tahu...
Ya allah..... Permudahkanlah segala pemasangan dan ujian projek ku ini.... Bantulah aku untuk pastikan projek ini bjalan lancar dgn selamat.... Amiiinnnn
#pray4kabelkusayang
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